er.
long time nv blog ler.
my contract ended at 28th.
so i went arnd taking photos with all my er colleagues?
hahas.
took lots of photos.
i will miss them yeah?
er.
den friday went for guides lor.
marching and preparing for campfire.
my marching sucks lars.
arnd 10plus we went soaking the firewood.
was soaking at the fire engine parking area when the npcc cane and we just let them use lor.
den we decided go the lane to rubbish dump dere do.
had to walk pat the vballers b4 going dere.
so den me and yisiew carrying a stupidly big box of firewood.
hahas.
she asked some of them can dun play 1st.
but aiya. they oso continue.
wah.
kenneth suddenly send his ball towards me.
walao.
luckily.
i dodge lahs.
or else. i think i got baluku liaos.
den continued soaking when we reach our destination.
aiya.
den awhile l8tr.
another ball came.
hahas.
we were hoping dat their ball bounce into dat pail of kerosene.
see how they play den.
den suddenly they all went to the side and shouted to us.
CAR!CAR!CAR!
aiya.
den we were lyke car ony mah.
scared wad?
den wat happen?
there came a rubbish truck.
xia si ren.
hahas.
den we all were lyke isnt car and trucks a great difference?
nevermind.
luckily the truck didnt explode.
or i will not be blogging nw.
weehee.
just feel so sian.
okay.
on my way to homeworks...
24newspaper articles. (cut everything, did only two. =P)
10sra. (done)
10 chinese sentence thingy. (done)
1 chinese song thingy. (done)
3 book reviews. (two book reviews left)
2 maths paper. (done)
1 geog project. (done)
1 history project. (halfway through)
1 history project individual. (done)
1 physics project. (halfway through)
okay.
really got to do the homework ler.
bubyes people. =)

okay.
just to blog abt yesterday?
went to angelines wedding dinner.
wif family.
my aunts and everyone were damn noisy.
during afternoon.
the older people toked abt.
er. the whole family starcruising during new year.
totaled up.
there wil be 87 people.
altogether.
and maybe we'll be really cruising.
woots.
its cool...
yeah...
er.
den they mad. tok abt generations.
my grandads the oldest son.
my dad oldest granson.
me oldest great grand daughter.
wow.
den they ask me quickly marry..
hahas...
den can have 5 generations together.
wu dai tong tang.
hahs.
siao one...
but i noe they joking only.
^^
okay.
knock off ler...
come back soon, babe...
wee...

dint do much today.
but was very hapie!!
feels so free!!
zhuo wen xuan rocks!!
ming yao oso!!!
love him lots.
hope he ll come back.
just came back fm a babys party!!
hahaas...
wee...
i love hovan too...
i upload pics liao.
gonna eat crabs!!
i on diet.
but i am a on/ off person.
so too bad lor.
can nv lose weight!!
just hope i dun grow too fat.
or else l8tr everyone dun want me.
hehe.

thanks for ur love b4.
i could feel it.
i think i am sleeping well tonyte!
tell ue the news tomoroow bahs!!

nitey nyte!!

its late.
nw watching it started with a kiss!!
omg.
it rocks man!!
romantic but some kind of sad.
nvm i still it.
wee...
sorie people.
okay i am really mad.
i actually cried.
hahas.
别让我在每个夜里为你流泪
其实我并没有睡想你容易让心碎
如果你想要的只是荣华富贵
何必在感情世界留下你虚假的美
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡
*音乐*
别让我在每个夜里被你侵略
是我对你不了解
还是我不懂拒绝
如果你想要的只是风花雪月
何必在乎我是谁
又何必如此虚伪
我真的好累你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累
却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡
我真的好累
你要的我都学不会
为你伤悲为你憔悴
你让我喝却不让我醉
我真的好累
却为你付出了一切
为你狂野为你沉醉
做一个爱情的傀儡

i love joe zheng yuan chang!! ahh.
simply in love wif him!!!

ahh!!!
i am crazy over him!!


am i just living in the past?
i shouldnt.
kimberly ang.
move forward.
be strong.
ue have still other people who cherishes ue more!

special thanks to:
edwin,
victoria,
gracy.
for being by my side always.
and for loving me.
i love ue all too.



i still dint sleep well last nyte!!
i am now afraid of sleeping myself.
in the dark!!
:(
zzzz.

going to sleep soon.
haiish.
but have nort been sleeping well lately.
dunn know whye?
edwin knows.
hahas.
sian lers.
sleeping.
hope i can sleep well today.'
and can dream...
dream of wadd??
dun tell ue...
hahas..

nyteys...
needing someone to hug me and be by my side when i sleep.

Labels: needing someone to hug me and be by my side when i sleep.

nw still in the office.

havent knock off.

er.

dunnoe wad tyme go back.

my aunt i think ot-ing,

so must wait for her.

wtf.

hahas.

but nvm.

can play com here.

dunn care lahs.

so sian today.

only do typing typing yping.

somemore sit at belinda jies place, under aircon.

now i noe whye belinda alwaes wear such a think jacket.

hahas.

i even more chiam. took huimin jie s jacket to wear.

and belindas huge one.

hahas.

but still felt them cold.

almost freezed to death!

hahas. nvm.

gtg nw. go back eat dinner watch my xiao qi... =)
bubyes..

although i am still in a mess.

there wunt be any solutions to anythynk.

i am too afraid.

fearing dat i get hurt once again.

just trying to be selfish and fair to myself.

nytes time.
nw at grandma hse.
gonna sleep soon cos hair wet wet.
so let dry liao den can sleep.
so chen ji come blog blog a while. =)
okay.
gotta wake up soon.
checked my mail, just nw.
oh my.
eric and edwin.
ue both are pros man.
so we are meeting up on the 24th with yasmin at edwins hse ryte??
yeah man.
thanks for doing the info things.
(actually i did some too.)
hahas.
kay lahs.
nytes to der world.

~i have a heavy heart nw. wif heavy things.

nw in office, going off for lessons ler.
yahh.
had lots of work today.
boring ones!!
i miss school!!
nw i noe dat even if ue are willing to let go.
sometimes ue cant.
and sometimes when ue think dat ue had already let go.
ue hasnt.

bye...

now in the office so decided to blog to kill time. =)
dint blog for many daes ler wor...
dint have the time lahs...
er, lets tok abt the camp den...
hahas.
it was stupidly tiring.
actually its okay lahs.
the first day:
woke up like 6?
just to prepare everything and start my journey to school?
erm...
saw yun xun on the way and another thing,
npcc is also having a camp.
but theirs is leisure camp.
ours, training camp! rahh!
we had some briefing and proceeded to pitching the tents!!
kingfishers rocks!!
me, zhilin, rebecca and han han(oppies, it yun han) is sleeping in a tent cos we belong to the same patrol!! =)
had our pitched up 1st.
but when mad came to check it, it had lots of problems.
shit!
hahas.
was marching all day long!!
cos we couldnt get the marching right the turning right and everything right.
did some stove cooking too.
which means ue gotta start ur own fire cook ur own food.
wtf.
but ours was a sucess.
hahas.
thanks to... me!
den at night. we prepared our performance and fancy drills for our seniors.
and performed in the canteen and the parade square.
sadsad. cos ms soh yao go liaos.
after dat drills again den we had 5 mins to bathe with a pail of water!
i think the people who can do dat were god, man.
but i did dat! yay!
by then it was 11.30pm.
lights off.
but couldnt sleep for quite a long time lahs.
maybe only slept for abt 1 or 2 hours until 4am.
den had to wake up again.
haiish.
dis tyme wake up do intensive physical training.
wad is intensive?
its depriving me from sleep!!
had to run the field 2 rounds,
run from parade square to backyard, from backyard back to parade square 4 times.
pumping arnd 150,
sit ups 50,
jumping jacks 50,
star jump 50.
or even more.
after dat had milo, bread wif butter and sugar.
yummmy.
lunch was terrible!
everything was uncooked.
yucks!
nvm.
moved on to the most important thing; CAMPFIRE OF THE YEAR.
we carried the tables and benches and the npcc s help too!
thanks!!
den i moved on to help the seniors wif the structure they built.
we carried it all the way there, guess wad happened?
every thing crashed?
er, was wreaked?
nvm.
ate fried rice for dinner?
cooked by aline, xin ying and one more senior.
it was delicious!!
yum yum!!
by the tyme lots of people were in school ler.
went to change into our zebra clothes, not really lahs.
wanted to change in the tents but din dare to,
cos the nccs were play soccer dere. hahas.
yi fang wan yi mah. ^^
soon after the campfire started.
and it was time to do the retro dance. omg!!
enjoyed the whole thing.
got damn high.
woots.
and the prefects rocks.
they were damn good.
wee..
wei kang is damn funny and weird...
hahas.
thankies npcc again.
helped us wif carrying the tables and benches,
or else, we would dunnoe carry until wadd tyme.
hahas.
okay. mostly. finish liao.
oh and i love my job!!
yay!!
okay.
knock off liaos. bubyes!!
signing off, princess kimberly....
i dunt think we are suited to be together.
sorie!!