haiish.
its my reply to UE.
i tried. i tried.
i tried all means.
but its still of no use.
wad do ue want me to do.
i cant do ane thing!!!
i am tired.
zhen de lei ler.
i'll really break down one day.
maybe it started all wrongly.
i just dunnoe.
for my own good.
everyone is telling me that!
i noe that too.
but i just cant understand!
if resorting means that would hurt me but help me.
just do it.
i wont blame ue.
bcos i am already hurt and hurt again and again.
until that i could only feel pain.
really.
haiish.
its no point talking abt all these nw.
i am both physically and mentally tired.
someone pls.
protect me while i sleep.
do not let aneone harm me.
bcos i no longer have strength to do that.
tired me.

came online didnt really do anyth much lahs.
laogong asked me to blog.
so blog lors.
aiya nth much to sae.

pls show that ue care.
pls be here i when i need ue.
~i understood what ue meant even ue
though ue didnt give me an answer.
haisssh...
nytes to the peeps.

hehe. its been quite a few daes.
nth really happened.
people giving me lollipops!!
yesh.
how i hope someone would gimme a lollipop a day.
haiish.

~is our happy ending really happy?

fainting any time!!

rain rain go away
come again another day
kimberly wants to play
rain rain go away...
:(
i am bored and cold.
okay.
i hate being alone!!!
i need someone to be with me.
i need some one to give me warmth and hug me when i m cold.
aneway.
i have thought abt smth.
if i am dying soon.
i'll just hope for three more days to live and i ll be contented.
one day.
its for me to spend with my family.
one more.
its for me to all of my friends to a chalet or smth and have fun.
the last day.
i just hope to spend it with him.
that ll be enough i think.
but of cos.
i dun wish to die so soon.
=)
i suppose i am....
nvm.
bubyes...

yesterday.
i was quite sick. still stupid old things.
1. fever. got, dunhave, got, dunhave, got ,dunhave.
2. cough.
3. sorethroat.
4. flu.
5. stomachache.
6. the feeling of vomiting at times.
but din go see doctor.
i din have appetite.
recess.
i bought i bowl of noodles.
i only ate the fishballs and fishcakes.
lunch.
fishcake,potatoes,rice,1 chicken drumstick.
i ate a bit of the rice, 1bite of fishcake,and half the drum stick.
the rest of the fishcake, reg eat.
potatoes. gracy.
rice , weiyan.
today.
i was a lot more sick.
wif wad i had before and the feeling of fainting.
walaaos.
argh.
i was so fedup.
it was just terrible today.
early morning got chem test.
den after dat, mrs kang let us see a video clip.
and guess wad.
i fell asleep.
den i was woken up liaos,
gracy and a few of them went to sleep.
so they say i bad example lors.
den PE mr raj.
its stupid and he doesnt noe how to take height der lors.
i strung.
last year was arnd 153,154.
den this year. 152.
he siao ah??
home econ.
mrs choo. nag and scold.
kana sai lors.
den say we late dun let us cook and lecture us lyke siao.
chinese tcher. change again.
will miss han lau shi.
okay.
i very lei liaos.
havent eat dinner.
ciao...

er. today at first bringing my bro out.
but didnt.
but at last went "jogging" wif ode.
we ended up walking and after dat sitting by the rocky place.
talking.
i ended up shouting.
used some sticks and wrote on the wet sand??
yahh.
den after dat she walked me home.
so sweet ryte.
and some i saw a shooting star.
made a wish.
ode didnt do dat cos she was too slow to even see it.
okay. i gtg nw lers. bubyes...
nyte nyte...

~i dun wan ue to be like that guy in the anime.
who is willing to sacrifice urself.
becos.
i wun forget ue lahs.
stupid.

its saturday.
er. just finish my chores.
heex.
i feel lyke cinderella.
i hope one day my prince will come. =)

okayokay. stop dreaming lahs ue.
er. i feel sick. really really sick.
haiish.
even though i am strong!! =)
haiya. today felt quite terrible lahs.
fever. flu.cough.sorethroat.
aiya. but still good girl. bring my stupid bro go swimming,
vaccuum the floor. keep the clothes. mop the floor.
see??

er. it been a few days still sch reopen lahs.
1st day. had to stay until lyke 8.
more ke lian den other cca lor.
but i wasnt really lyke sian abt it.
just that. it was raining when i was on the way to the bus stop.
den my umbrella.
spoil.
at 1st daddy say he dun wan come.
but the 89 bus.
walaos.
half an hour liaos still dun come. :( so at last.
i forced him to come fetch me.
nvm lahs.
2nd day.
camp fire.
i was hosting. whye?
cos vic they all sabo me...but nvm.
hahas. tons of fun.
den i skipped some classes cos have to teach the sec 1s abt the cheers and things.
i had a fun time with one e one.
hahas. they somemore win 2 prizes lehs.
see.
this is my power. hahas.
with the help of hafiza senior and elizabeth senior lahs.
3rd day.
had to do fancy drills and cca presentation for the sec1s.
fancy drills was quite sucessful.
npcc's one. oso very nice lors. =)
er.
shout like siao. dats whye.
nw sick lors.
not only sick. but sick oso.
okay.
havent dinner. waiting for it.
yyah. nth more to say lers.
so...
bubyes...
and nitey nyte.

~i need a dose of love medicine.
always thinking too much.

~i really dun lyke ue.
and i dun wanna lyke qi pian ni.
as i still treat ue as my good fren
dats whye i told ue clearly.
pls understand.



I wish....
You happiness on a cloudy day.
Blue skies to chase your cares away.
A breath of fresh air when you are feeling down.
Anything to get rid of that frown.
A sprinkle of rain,
And a life free of pain.
I wish you warmth from the rays of the sun
And a lifetime of joy and fun.
Just keep your eyes to the sky.
And know I am always nearby.

what happened i n 2006 dat i will really rmb and am proud of...
i went to haising and made a lot of friends.
vb is fun but girl guides is better.
loved it.
the camps dat made me and some friends in haising closer.
=)
getting to know him.
being together with him
and dat i learnt alot during the times.
and also dat i have had beautiful memories dat i could keep.
thanks.
also having my laopos and my good friends by my side.
=)
and also one express six 06'.

dats almost all.

anyway.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

resolutions for 2007.
i hope that i would be blessed with a great new yearand able to be streamed into a good class. and also have a better year in haising.

newspaper articles. (cut everything, did only two. =P)
10sra. (done)
10 chinese sentence thingy. (done)
1 chinese song thingy. (done)
3 book reviews. (done)
2 maths paper. (done)
1 geog project. (done)
1 history project. (halfway through)
1 history project individual. (done)
1 physics project. (halfway through)

jia you.
lots of love...
me!!