haiish.
its my reply to UE.
i tried. i tried.
i tried all means.
but its still of no use.
wad do ue want me to do.
i cant do ane thing!!!
i am tired.
zhen de lei ler.
i'll really break down one day.
maybe it started all wrongly.
i just dunnoe.
for my own good.
everyone is telling me that!
i noe that too.
but i just cant understand!
if resorting means that would hurt me but help me.
just do it.
i wont blame ue.
bcos i am already hurt and hurt again and again.
until that i could only feel pain.
really.
haiish.
its no point talking abt all these nw.
i am both physically and mentally tired.
someone pls.
protect me while i sleep.
do not let aneone harm me.
bcos i no longer have strength to do that.
tired me.