YESTERDAY guides chalet turned out quite badly la.
many things PISSED ME OFF lor.
i felt the WORST i never felt before.
i really dont know whats wrong with me or what.
haiish.
the first is that, my daughter doesnt reply msges.
i dont know whats wrong wrong with her and this is the point i'm getting abit BU SHUANG.
then i was some kind of supposed to meet them,
but when i was at tampines mrt(we were supposed to meet at ws) i smsed them and they told me they were alr going back.
I GOT PANGSEHED AGAIN.
so nvm.
called HY.
then she told me they were alr on the way back.
but asked her if she could wait for me cos i was alr reaching.
like in five mins.
but she said DONT WANT.
when i reach downtown, call her she come and fetch me.
then i was like okayy. NVM.
I reached ws and it some kind of stopped drizzling.
i thought anw, i walked from ws to downtown.
on the way, it started rain quite HEAVILY and i was quite WET alr.
bcoming LUO TANG JI.
so i called my LAOPO but my dearest DAUGHTER answered.
so i asked her if she or one of them could like bring an UMBRELLA in case the rain gets bigger and i become a LUO TANG JI.
so she called out asking everyone whether any of them was willing to fetch me.
but from what i heard there wasnt any answer accept for her telling me.
"mummy its not raining alr", but in front of me were drops of rain falling down.
anyway. she insisted on it wasnt raining.
i knew no one wanted to even walk this short distance to pick me up.
so nvm, i had to depend on myself.
she suddenly like said, haiya i come and pick you up la.
like i'm so PATHETIC and that i would die there if no one came.
so walked there, as the rain fell on me as i was walking, my heart was crying really hard,like it was raining too.
i was some kind of really dissapointed abt IT.
but it was some kind good too. at least i got to know that no one really CARED or what.
i didnt know how to get there too, i was like a LOST lamb out of the woods, not know how to get home.
ACTIONS speak louder than WORDS.
although people always say they care, you'll know whether they really care when something happens. SEE?
and when i needed to cry really cry, cos this really affected my mood, no one was there for me, NO ONE.
in my heart there was alot of people i would want and would be there for,
and that i believe they might be there for me, but this may all be just me making myself feel better?
i dont know. but those feelings really sucked.
tears were held back.
maybe everyone would say want to cry just cry.
but there wasnt anyone for me to cry to, there wasnt anyone for me to lean on or at least lend me their shoulders. nothing.
there wasnt hugs to gimme comfort.
i can just contained everything inside me.
this was the first thing that made my mood really change.
i wasnt really keen on going there alr and stuff.
i didnt think it would fun alr.
but i thought to myself.
why let other people affect you mood so badly.
who cares.
whe i was on the way there, my phone rang and rang, i didnt want to ans.
i didnt feel like answering.
i got no mood to.
nvm.
but i met laopo on my way there.
cheys, she was the one calling so many times,
she was the ONE so worried for me,
she was the ONE that at least CARED.
sorry dear. for my bad mood from the start.
but i serious alr got some kind of pissed off and abit withdrawn from them.


this was the first part. (:
then later on, i went to learn the dance step in the toilet,
i was supposed to dance with them for the seniors.
okay lor.
after that me laopo and yunjing prepared bananas with choco.
very nice leh. YUMMY!
hahah.
its damn cool.
then we made ourself a super BIG one for dessert later on.
barberqueing started althoughh it was was some kind of raining.
hahha.
half naked guys were all arnd which is so diao -.-
but nvm.
the rain stopped soon.
ate chicken wings crabsticks hotdog bananas.
didnt really drink.
me and vic went some where to eat and lastly practice.
cos' we're PARTNERS again. :D
then the dance people all disappeared leaving me and laopo behind.
like nvr ever include us when they practise la.
wth.
we wanted to go take our stuff and go find them.
then the maams came up with FIGHT. (fake one la, they're just acting)
everyone believed them EXCEPT me and vic. (we believed that kathy maam was fainting la)
these are all so LAME.
so we called melissa they all up, then went to find them.
but on the way, they called and ORDERED us to be back at the chalet right away.
WTF.
nvm.
then everything turned out fake.
wtf.
we celebrated xiao qins bday.
then ltr madeline got angry, cos we at first got alot of stuff planned but just because of the maam's tricks everything went WRONG.
wth.
then most of them DISSAPPEARED again.
not answering calls.
until finally hy answered her and sounded so pissed off at vic.
wtf. nabei.
whats wrong with her?
like damn angry liao.
so me vic and gloria went downtown to buy some stuff, walked arnd.
then we saw this two gangster guys.
cos' i was eating tao huey.
so i overheard them planning how to walk past us. cos we not walk straight line or what we were like all separated.
then they were like walk between them then blah blah blah.
one of them were smoking some more.
lame people are like them. -.-

then er, gloria went back i wanted to go but my dad wanted to watch the channel u 10 oclock show, witch youxi.
so i waited there lor.
they came back afterwards.
but everything wasnt okay.
when i went back, CL AND SPL called me to apologise.
i really feel that there isnt really anything to apologise abt also la.
i dont CARE alr.
anw, i comforted laopo cos becos of this she was really more pissed off.
take care laopo. (:
i'll be here man.
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